Currently Playing Baby Momma F----r By Taadow see related

omg.. wtf did i do to deserve this.... my first love .. jimmy.. who im still cool with and we been tryin to work shit out is having some whores fucking baby..........

i think imma go die now!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo

brooke

Currently Playing Nbridaz.Com By Nb Ridaz see related

- So0o Fly

i'm feeling  so0o  much better ... i'm talkin to a friend .. i wish i knew wat the hell to do...  but things i'll be cools... .. i want to go sleep under the stars .... so i could dream of you n talk to mommy ... ... i see u in my dreams ttyl xoxo ..

thanks for cheering me up...

xoxo

Bro0kE

Currently Playing Chariot (+1 Bonus Track) By Gavin Degraw see related

- i dont want to be...

hey sorry about not being loyal and keeping up on this damn thing...

i dont even know where to begin...im so ... out there... i guess u can say ... my friend is really right ... i should really move on... i'm going to stop flirting and hold on to old boyfriends/ hook-ups... because the longer and more that i do hold on to the deeper i fall in.....

"Saw you again for the first time
In a long time it brought out
All these feelings that I never
Knew I had inside seeing you
With another girl it didn't sit
With me too well and I'm mad
At myself cause I love you and
With or without you I'm going through hell"

i love who you ask... i dont even know any more...

i became so heartless that i dotn even remember what love feels like or what it is xactly... i've given up on the word completely .. i know longer believe in it .. how could i .. any one i've ever loved left me .. hurt me.. used me ... etc.. do i honestly have to continue on... and yea sometimes i get myself into the shit i do .. and yea thats my fault i understand... but i really been working on that... and u know where it leads me?... into the darkest and deepest hole u could ever possibly think of...

i'm starting to think my whatever happens happens thing is fake.. wrong.. false.. and fucked up... n i'm beginning to think fate and god are screwing my life up and they no longer are looking out to save me ....

no matter what goes down i get hurt.. whether i give the assholes chances.. give the good guys chances or just yanno give chances... and if i dont give a chance then the next guy turns me down as like a "pay back" type of situation... im just so0o0o0o fuckin tired of guys and love in general... it always fucks me over... what did i ever do to it.. give them love give them my heart.. huh? what did i do wrong...

wtf... all i want is trust.. laughter.. and someone who can turn me  on ... someone that i want .. n they want me back .. is that to much to ask for...

god.. dammit...

imma go down cuz i in a mad mad mood... ttyl

xoxo

ur baby girl ___Brooke

i miss my "lucas"

lets see today the 24... so theres 16 more days b4 he leaves.. he who u say ... my soul mate... hes off to better himself in college...

I am on my way to understand his thoughts better.... i went to the library.... i took out a book called The Prodigy... great book ... and im taking out more philosophy books.. 

im beginning to realize how much i hate people leaving and why i hate them leaving... because they are going to go away and forget bout me n never look back .. thats normally how it happens and im tired of it ... but im goin to get threw this time because he's apart of me and he said he'll be back to get me  and take me with him ... i just dont knwo what im going to do without my better half... well look on the bright side i'll be in florida during time off :)

well im goin to go talk to u later

<3 Brooke